It can be hard to put into writing the messages I am given. I see and feel so much during my channeling sessions that I sometimes feel limited by the words on the page. I am yielding to trust now in order to be fully here for the message and convey it as it is meant to be shared.
In order for us to be in our fullest experience, we must understand that negative experiences are part of being a human being. We are incredibly powerful, and have been given the role of transmuters of universal energy. When struggles and hardships are seemingly unending or impossibly difficult, this is a sign that the energy shift is also powerful. Humans innately go towards positivity. We are happy in our essence. It is our purpose, therefore to take the darker energies, the lower vibrational frequencies, and bring them higher on the spectrum of light. We are the systems that move this energy because we are light beings that tend towards joy. It is all we can manage, it is what we do. Even if you think this is untrue, in this moment I urge you to feel in your body and find a part of you that feels good. It might be your big toe, but it's there. You always can find euphoria. It is in your nature. When you embrace this, the hardships seem less scary. You know you're meant for them and they are meant for you.
On a separate note, it is ok to sit in the darkness and feel that out. You are a sentient being, and you can use your sentience in any capacity you wish to. Exploring difficult feelings is still the experience of feeling and it is in your right as a human being to do this. Do not judge yourself for it. You can always go to the knowing and understanding that a positive, progressive force, it is also in your nature to create joy and move energy into higher realms.
Time was another topic explored in my session. My guides explained it as being an event dependent on processing. Time is a function of how we process energies. These frequencies could be in the form of auditory information, tangible information, or any other kind of frequency that our system then digests. Time depends on the way in which we process, and we then associate what our society deems as an amount of "physical time" it takes for processing to occur. It is sweet, they believe, that we created time as a way to come together, to connect, to "make comparisons" and the like, so we could feel more attuned to one another. It is not necessary. We need not use time to connect, not in the way we believe. Our intuitive powers are far stronger than we understand. We could sense and meet at a specific place and shared time if we tapped in and felt the connections between us speak. It is hard to see that happening now, with all of the drowning out that occurs, how distracted we are by tasks we believe are important but maybe are not inspired and keep us from vibrating at our truest frequency, so when someone contacted us we would recognize their frequency.
Give a moment of silence for yourself before engaging in activities. Understand how aligned you are or how misaligned you are. This cycle of processing and feeling is very human, and a gift of being in the body you occupy. Own the gift. Give yourself the opportunity to feel into moments, listen to what voices you hear, what the palm of your hands feel like, what direction your chakras are spinning in. Pay attention, and feel what your body feels like when you look at a color on the wall, or receive a piece of information.
Heart-opening is part of the reason we're here on this planet. It's a particularly human experience, the living from the heart. The sensorial experience of falling in love (be it platonically or romantically), feeling the ebb and flow of it, the overwhelm, the pitfalls of heartbreak, the steadfast, seemingly unending ache the follows, and the slow and deliberate repair as we rebuild trust...that experience is so utterly human, so beautifully mortal. I see us as emotionally and consciously adolescent, throwing ourselves to-and-fro, stating opinions as ultimatums, looking at experiences as finite; it's beautiful and frustrating, the young consciousness.
In any event, we are here to live all of it, the limitless highs and wretched lows. The trick is to remain open, remain optimistic and willing to do it again, because ultimately it's not about a single experience of the heart; it's about the entire lifespan of being heart-led. When we compartmentalize experiences, when we draw a line from beginning to end in an effort to organize our lives and give things a sense of meaning from an intellectual standpoint, we miss the mark. We fail to see that engaging is the goal, not completion. There's no end to love. The beginning is birth, because we are light beings and therefore radiate love. Our experience of love is sensorial and that adds a different dimension to our existence. But the sensorial doesn't define our capacity for love; it's inherent to us.
Now are we meant to elevate ourselves and embrace our sensorial, third-plane existence? Yes! Does it enrich our understanding of the Universe and thus expand our conscious awareness? Yes. Is part of being in this global community mean also learning more about it and intentionally committing to its betterment, because human beings naturally move toward "progress" (which I see as simply "moving to wholeness" as oppose to "getting better")? Absolutely. So we can embrace all of our natural abilities as human beings on planet earth and intentionally commit ourselves to engaging on this plane, which will naturally move us into more expansive dimensions of thought, feeling, and ultimately spirit and light frequencies.
So what am I aiming at? What was shared with me was that loving isn't about a single moment, person, or experience. It's not about defining this or that, how you feel, what went wrong, what your patterns are, etc. It's about being in it and just letting it wash over you and move through you. You are creative because you are human and you will channel your emotions in the ways that feel most authentic to you. We must outgrow our mental structures and quit thinking about our creations, quit wondering why we do things or what we must do to accomplish this or that, or how we will process something, blah blah blah. The point is to trust, and trusting is loving. Keep engaging in trust, practicing trust. Be deliberate, taste trust, give it a color, wrap yourself in what you think trust feels like in a given moment. Don't expect it to be static; trust is fluid like everything else. Commit to trust, pray and ask to be shown trust, to smell trust, feel trust in your hand chakras, move to the frequency of trust. This practice will open your heart, get that love pumping in your body and catapult you into the realest moments you could ever imagine.
Spirit is with you all of the time. Right now your guides and angels are wailing on you with love, at your particular frequency. It's a remembrance of sorts, a guidance that electrically tells you where you come from and how you are so that you can contribute to the now as you are meant to. Do not be discouraged if you think you can't feel this current; you can. It's communicating with you on every possible dimension, touching every subtle body, informing your past self, current self, and future self, and compounding the message in your aura. You are receiving it full force. And you pick up on it subtly all of the time, in your dreams, in the little ache you just felt in your left temple, in the itch under your right knee, in the memory that just flashed before your eyes. These things are love currents, at your frequency, messaging specifically for you. Regardless of the dimension in which you are experiencing it (I'll channel on the five dimensions soon), it's still a frequency and it's for you. Sometimes empaths feel like they're absorbing information that isn't meant for them. Nothing that isn't meant for you reaches you, my loves. It's all for you. And if you're privy to it, it's yours. Feel on it if you think it's foreign. Use the aftershock to test for meaning, taking the ph of whatever follows the input to feel what the message is. And involve your heart, my loves. Your heart is so powerful. It's an unconditional force. It's powered by something beyond you, and can protect you more than you know. Rely on it when you need help processing, allow it to magnify messages to your guides, use it for protection by sending love to the person, place, or thing that scares you. It's a remarkable tool and it's always at your disposal.
That's all I have for now, kittens. Love you to the moon.